music is my life. (: <3

Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:51 PM

16th november 2006.

i knew i wasn't wrong
when i said that i couldn't afford to tell my family about it.
totally right.

my mum almost flared when i told her my sim card was gone.
"what if he loses the phone as well?!?!"
was one of the things that she said.

damn.
i hate it.
i hate lying to my mum.
shitshitshit.

sighs.
sorry mummie.
i love you. :(

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i'm in an awful mood.
awful to the extent that i'm venting it out on some people.
sighs. i'm sorry.
this is so not me;
to vent my anger on you when it doesn't even concern you.
i'm sorryy.

thanks hiro.
for accompanying me today to purchase this phone;
for being so ever supportive;
for lending me money even though sometimes you don't have enough for yourself.
the list can go on and on.
but whatever it is,
thanks so much! (:
i think without you, i'll be at loss most of the time.

thanks grace.
for lending me money;
for lending me a listening ear;
for being such a friend.
really. thank you.
iloveyou. (:

thanks p kor.
for being so sweet;
for being willing to pass me a few hundred to pay my debts as my christmas present;
for always wanting to help me;
for all the concern.
it's deeply appreciated.
and i'm glad you are my kor. (:
thanks. (:

thanks clarence.
for lending me money;
for accompanying me to get my phone;
for being so ever patient with me;
for never flaring at me, etc.
a friend in need, is a friend indeed.
i think if that's really true,
you're really a friend in my life. (:

thanks jack.
i know you care, but you have your own limits also.
but that alot mattered alot.
thanks so much,
for being my best friend. (:

i swear.
lynette swear that she will be an angel in all of her friends' lives.
i promise.
cross my heart and hope to die.
i have so many beautiful people and things in my life.
yet i don't appreciate them as much as i should.
but i will, from now.
i will make an effort to.
i promise.
just give me some time, okays?

i love all of you.
(:

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ESFJ-The Provider
You scored 81% I to E, 63% N to S, 14% F to T, and 28% J to P!

Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. They are quick to like and dislike—and don’t mind saying so—tending to put on a pedestal whatever or whoever they admire, and to come down hard on those people and issues they don’t care for. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you work hard to nuture and protect your relationships. You go to great lengths to maintain harmony and are motivated to resolve conflicts. You have a very clear idea of what is important to you and do best when your partner shares those same values. You want your partner to be loving, commited, and willing to support your frequently overwelming feelings and reactions. You feel most appreciated when your partner is kind, considerate, and helpful, and compliments you often on your hard work in their behalf.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ESFJ

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 82% on I to E

You scored higher than 85% on N to S

You scored higher than 12% on F to T

You scored higher than 19% on J to P

Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

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grace says:
nights dearest sweetest darlingest babyest daughter :D

hahas. so sweet! =D